Conversations With People We Value #60
Herb Benkel loves cars. Herb loves driving. Herb loves Susan whom he married on November 9, 1968. All would be impacted one week after the wedding when he was diagnosed with cancer. Though ultimately losing his right leg to osteonecrosis Herb never wavered in his commitment to leading a full life that would include a highly successful career as an endodontist, mentoring for the Amputee Coalition and an undiminished enthusiasm for driving.
Meet Herb Benkel
A Car Guy Offers Life Lessons in Taking Misfortune in Stride

His handsome and immaculate triple black BMW 440i pulls into the parking lot. The driver’s door swings open filling the added space available in the handicap parking spot. Slowly and deliberately Herb Benkel swings his left leg out of the car. With his left leg firmly planted on the ground, he spins his body to the left and manually guides his prosthetic right leg from the car. A marvel of medical technology, it features the world’s first motor-powered microprocessor knee and cobalt chrome construction. It boasts a level of technical advancement on a par with the BMW he drives.
Using two canes for stability as he stands, Herb greets me with a broad smile and laughing eyes. He authentically projects the visage of a man who never has a bad day. In this case the day offers a festival of autumn glory.
Herb’s prosthesis leaves Long John Silver far in the dust with a mobility solution sporting a heavy dose of Schwarzenegger’s Terminator cyborg. He says, “You can hear the device when I am approaching. If you watch the original Terminator movie with Arnold Schwarzenegger, you hear the Terminator machinery going Zip, Zip, Zip, Er, Er, Er. Now that’s me. You can hear the motor when I walk. At first, it was really annoying but then I got used to it.”
The leg’s microprocessor delivers a powered motion to actively replicate lost muscle function. State-of-the-art sensors detect his movement thus equipping the knee to anticipate his needs. A powerful motor delivers active extension when standing and controlled resistance when rising. Herb says, “The sophistication of the Ossur Prosthetic is a blessing.” With the Ossur unit, a motor responds to provide active bending and straightening of the leg when walking. Thus the unit automatically returns the lower leg to the natural stance position to promote a more natural gait. Herb explains the challenge faced with his leg amputated up to just below the hip saying, “Without the motor facilitating the normal motion of the lower leg it would be hell for me to try to move just with the small stump. It would be like, trying to write your name with a full-sized pencil, just holding the eraser.” Just like other electric conveyances the leg needs to be charges every night. Because of Herb’s needs, his driving experience demands a greater integration of man and machine. Yet for the most part a simple solution provides an ideal interface connecting Herb and his BMW.
Herb says, “I discovered that there are companies that do adaptations for
amputees. When they took off my leg I had first intended to get rid of my 440i and buy something else. But then, I learned I could drive my BMW using my left foot with a device available locally. What a great device.
Herb says, “My right leg is amputated and the gas pedal is on the right. That is a problem demanding a solution.” The solution starts with a shield that covers the gas pedal. Herb rests the right foot of his prosthetic leg against the shield thus rendering the right leg immobile. A roller assembly affixed to the back of the shield and connected to the gas pedal attaches by way of a rod to a gas pedal on the left side of the foot well. Motion initiated on the left gas pedal translates by way of the connecting rod to motion on the real gas pedal on the right. Herb says, “My left leg has no problem reaching the relocated gas pedal and I can easily move my foot to the right to get to the brake.” Herb took three classes at Kessler Rehabilitation to become comfortable, He says, “Now it is second nature just like the way everybody else drives with the right foot. History has shown that Herb has significant experience with the go-pedal. He has earned tickets for doing 120 mph on both coasts: Highway 1 in California and Route 17 in New Jersey. With a glint in his eye Herb says, “Those tickets were before the amputation. I don’t speed like that anymore. If they took me to court I wouldn’t have a leg to stand on.” A final and important consideration concerns the car that Herb prefers to drive. For the last 40 years the answer has always been the same, a BMW.” With the amputation the choice is more specific.
“I have to have a 2-door coupe, like my 440i,” says Herb. He explains why saying, “You need a big door when you have a prosthetic leg. In my case, it’s my right leg, and I’m sitting on the left side of the car. I have to lift my right leg with my hand, slide it out and then slide my body. In order to do that, I need a big door and automatic seat settings.” To exit the car requires Herb to have the seat all the way back. Herb says, “I couldn’t drive a car that didn’t have electric seats because without a memory seat, it would be a nightmare every time I got in and out of the car.”
While a stretch of 50 years spanned the period between Herb’s bout with cancer and the amputation of his right leg, an extricable link connected the two events.
Herb says, “One of first things I gave my wife after a week of marriage was a diagnosis that I had osteosarcoma, bone cancer.” In the 1960s the choice of treatments consisted of radiation or amputation. Chemotherapy did not exist. They made the decision to treat it with radiation. Herb says, “Unfortunately in those days radiation treatment was poorly delivered.”
Decades later, on the coldest day in New Jersey in 35 years, while walking up his driveway, Herb’s right leg simply crumbled. He collapsed in a heap. No one could see him from the street. He feared freezing to death. Luckily, he could find his cell phone and called Sue. She placed the 911 call. The ambulance took him to the hospital. While the damage had had its roots in 1968, 2019 saw him lose his leg up to the hip.
In reflecting on this difficult time Herb says, “The job of getting through an amputation is the job of taking one moment at a time and trying to find something decent in that one moment and then starting to link those individual moments together. It’s easier said than done, but it’s the only way I got through it when I was in the hospital and I lost the leg before they made the prosthetic, I found Exercise bands. And I started doing exercises in the bed that gave me a sense that I had some control over my body; with everything else that was going wrong. I had control.”
When asked if the driving experience changed with the prosthetic device, Herb says, “Yes and no. I have always loved driving, however, all my cars had been stick. However, because of what happened I can no longer drive stick. But considering that pretty much all brands have stopped making them, it seems an inevitability. I don’t like the paddles. Not the same, not even close. So that’s where it’s changed. But I got used to it and I still love to drive. I mean, I get relaxation. I love being surrounded by my music. I love the quickness and toss-ability of my BMW. I rejoice in tracking on a serpentine back road. Yeah, I still take exit ramps at 60 miles an hour, you know, just to feel how the car holds the road.”
In discussing driving as an amputee Herb notes that one terrible problem plagues all amputees to some degree. That problem is phantom pain. He says, “Phantom Pain can attack you at any time and that’s a little nerve-racking. No one can really explain it adequately, that’s why they can’t treat it, but phantom pain is your body feeling that your foot is still there and sending pain signals to that foot.” In describing phantom pain Herb says, “So I don’t feel the pain in any part of my body. My stump is not irritated. Nothing is irritated, but there’s a horrific burning feeling and shocks of electricity that go to my toes and my foot. The sensation makes me feel like that foot is fully there and being tortured or ripped apart or burnt. Sometimes it feels like it is being put in hot oil. Phantom pain attacks can last between four hours and four days.”
I asked Herb what role Susan, his wife, played in dealing with his misfortune. Herb with hesitation says, “I would never have gotten through this without her. This goes all the way back to when we married in 1968 and I was diagnosed with bone cancer. She could have stayed, she could have left. I mean, the marriage could have been annulled in a minute but she didn’t do that. She stuck through it all. It was a crazy time, but we did it together.
When asked his greatest challenge Herb’s says, “To make the best of the one life God gave me.”







reflecting on his passion for hands-on car creation Jim says, “Most of my found happiness is probably through my father. He owned the used car lot that colored my early life experiences. He had the passion for cars. He is gone now but his spirit lives on through the life my work brings to his garage.” As an added bonus Jim says, “Ours is a neighborhood of close friendships. Even after my father passed, his old friends and, now, my old friends like Big Bill, Mike and Bob stop by the garage regularly to check in and maybe lend a hand on my latest project.” Jim has even continued hosting what was once his father’s annual Christmas party at the garage.”
were lobbied. The effort succeeded in generating the opportunity to deliver a presentation to middle school students on the significance and excitement of vintage automobiles. The effort’s intent resided in motivating children to take advantage of the coming event to experience historic vehicles first hand. In so doing they could better appreciate the character, beauty, and excitement of the iconic vehicles that revolutionized individual lives and forever changed global culture in the 20th century. The effort proved successful.
with an information scavenger hunt. Centered on car specific questions, this 20-question quiz encouraged children to interact with the classic cars on display and the car owners.

Sitting tall and proud children fired questions at Glenn, the knowledgeable owner. They found the need for a hand crank start especially fascinating and the squeeze bulb horn proved irresistible. My Corvette drew admirers but my favorite asked if he could sit in it. Once in, he gripped the wheel with both hands and made the best “I am doing 100 mph and loving it” face. Interestingly a major source of comment in the Corvette was the dashboard mounted location of the rearview mirror.



Show, I know the damage inflicted by bad kids with evil intent. That unsupervised environment differs profoundly from the local events most of us populate. Experience from Collectible Car Fairs 1 and 2 has shown kids to be respectful and appreciative. Do they need to be monitored? Yes. They may not know how to interact with a classic car. That is certainly something we as car enthusiasts can share in a friendly manner. For my 2 Collectible Car Fairs and the Autism event described in the last Drivin News story (Classic Autos and Autism, A Shared Journey to Betterment) I have brought the 1961 Corvette that I have had since 1967. After 50 years of ownership, I conducted a major restoration. It has been featured in Hemmings publication Muscle Machines. I am very protective. I have also realized my greatest gift as an automobile enthusiast is to employ my car as a vehicle (Double meaning intended) to engage those who will carry on my passion when their turn arrives.
















The “Car Show” represented a unique activity in the ongoing effort to create engaging monthly social events. In this setting these young adults could engage with the classic cars and the owners in a social setting with familiar faces. In so doing they could develop the social skills necessary to improve their quality of life.
One great example of the conflicting cognitive versus social abilities of clients occurred with Peter, the owner of an especially nice 1986 Guards Red Porsche 911 Carrera and a knowledgeable car guy. One of the clients approached to view Peter’s Porsche. Peter invited the client to take a seat behind the wheel. “Oooohhh nooo,” the young man replied as he retreated from the interaction. A while later the young man returned to ask if he could, indeed, sit in the Porsche. Peter guided him behind the wheel while taking his place in the passenger seat. Peter in delightfully describing his shock says, “This young man spoke so knowledgeably about Porsches I was completely blown away. I never expected that.”
Car-centric activities engaged the clients throughout the evening till the summer sun sank to the horizon. Long shadows signaled that the time had arrived for the show to end. Illuminated in the golden glow of the sweet light cast by a setting sun, the eclectic collection of classic cars individually departed to the cheers of the clients as they gathered to wave goodbye to their new friends.
Both Arlene and Kayleigh praised the owners. Arlene said, “Your people were so patient. I watched and saw how some of them kind of stood back and observed. And when a client approached close enough to indicate interest that’s when the owner would slowly make his way over. He would casually go up and say, ‘Do you want to see it?’









how the previous two days were spent driving to Brescia in a steady downpour. Starting with Day 1 rain would never be an issue. Heat would be.













Being the owner of a Jaguar XK120MC, I appreciate the intolerance for heat engineered into every XK120. As Day 5 approached conclusion, cars had to wait for an extended period idling in a queue under a blazing sun. As minutes ticked by and temperature gauges pegged, Many decided to simply shut down before damage occurred. I have noted that few photos of the 2025 Mille Miglia, if any, show incredibly credentialed and valuable vintage automobiles being pushed to the foot of the elevated stage. That said, I can now claim that while I never ran in the Mille Miglia, I did walk, as I helped Daisy Chu and Ping Hsu push their BMW 328 towards the finish line.

unusually thick Gulf of Finland ice as it plowed across from the east with its spotlights slicing the darkness as it scanned its surroundings. Continuing on its present course it would cleave the line Jack had plotted for the Royale’s escape route. The Lenin, a 440-ft. nuclear powered ice breaker usually patrolled the arctic ice that presented greater challenges than the normally more moderate ice cover in the Gulf of Finland. For a number of years it had been the pride of the Soviet Northern Fleet. However, chance would find The Lenin in the Gulf and, now, it towered as a powerful force determined to frustrate Mihkel’s plan. Clearly, It would be a race, plain and simple. Mihkel had to pass to the west of the ice crushing Soviet juggernaut before it cut a channel preventing his escape to Finland and freedom.
Jack stepped outside. In a few bitingly cold moments he heard a loud rhythmic sound coming in low and fast. Looking towards Mihkel, Jack uttered in disbelief, “Jesus.” Stirring up a bone chilling swirling storm of snow a Sikorsky Super Stallion heavy-lift helicopter hovered, then, it set down a short distance from the Royale. Sliding back the cockpit window Ed “Wonderfalk” Sikes yelled to hook up the car as the helicopter’s side door opened and John Taylor brought out rigging cables. The biting cold made it too difficult and painful to talk. Talking could wait. Jack knew exactly what to do. This Bugatti had been designed with four jack points to facilitate rapid tire changes during a race. Each jack point consisted of a 10-inch long high strength steel bar attached between two gusseted chassis mounts. With a cable affixed to each of the four jack points everybody scrambled on board except Jack. He remained on the ground to make sure the load hung properly. With the grace of an Olympic gymnast the Super Stallion with Wonderfalk at the controls lifted the Bugatti. With the Royal suspended from the cables and hanging flat and steady a few feet off the ground, John tossed down a rope ladder which Jack climbed. Now sealed up and airborne the big chopper turned north and, with its priceless cargo firmly secured, headed across the frozen international waters towards Finland and freedom.



Viktor, his face illuminated by the Snow Cat instrument cluster, lead the way into the pitch darkness of the early morning. The Snow Cat’s bright headlamps and rooftop spotlights carved a tunnel of light ending at the surrounding desolate forest in the distance. Elderly Peeter, his breath billowing like a cloud encircling his weather lined face stood at the open warehouse door as the Royale eased out like a great ship departing port. Accompanying the movement of this grand Bugatti like some great mechanical musical instrument, the snow chains wrapped about each tire accompanied each rotation with a husky rhythmic rattle, clink and clatter. Mihkel in pulling out had just begun to get a feel for the Royale. On the light dusting of fine snow, the brutish torque of the engine spun the wheels and threw a chain free. Mihkel gunned the engine in frustration and hopped out of the car together with Jack to ensure once and for all the chains would remain in place. The lights of the Snow Cat bathed the big Bugatti in welcome illumination as Mihkel and Jack labored in the cruel cold.

In that pivotal two-day period Viktor played the web of the Oja family underground like a virtuoso violinist. In that brief period he had arranged what he and Mihkel believed to be an ideal site in Harju County to relocate the Royale. In searching for a new work space Viktor had located an abandoned brick kiln very appealing on numerous counts especially its remoteness and proximity to the Gulf of Finland from where Mihkel would launch his escape. Its roomy interior and still functional fireplaces would provide an acceptable space to prep and stage the Bugatti for its planned midnight run to Finland and freedom.







